I am a midnight mama.
I am free to be alone
My happy husband and happy baby are asleep
I am free to do laundry, alone
This quietude makes me giggle
It is our secret
the night and I share alone
We exchange glances, like lovers
in a dark cafe
The mood
soft, light
I am free to brood if need be
All alone
The chamber where the family sleeps
are far in another field
I harvest the crops of myself
gathering them around like flowers
diamonds, unearthed from the dirt
and clay in my hands
this time worships me
showers me with soft petals
scents rising above me
musing with my mind
there are no distractions here
in this midnight mama museland
I strum the guitar
and play the songs I want to hear
Midnight mama
I like this song
memomuse is a poet who stays up to write after everyone goes to sleep. She has to hustle right now to post this because the baby has woken and needs the boobie refrigerator.
Keep it up. You will no doubt comfort the hearts of many women who feel they are fighting the “long drunken forgetfulness of self” called motherhood.
Balance is such a difficult thing to find with a little one.